I am lucky in some ways, but you do not understand how incredibly difficult and disciplined I have to be to drop even an ounce of weight.

I'm so far buried in the endomorph category it's ridiculous.

It will take me months of the most disciplined diet and fitness regiment you've ever seen to have any kind of decent difference.

For someone who loves food as much as me and who can eat as much as me (no one), it is the worst thing imaginable. I would gladly trade away some of my ability to put on and maintain muscle for an increased metabolism and ability to shed fat/lose weight.